Mommy

Don’t worry, Mommy,

I won’t come crying,

I’m not the same girl as before.

Yes, I’ve grown up, all right

There have been changes and you noticed,

I suffered pain, I cried for days.

I got betrayed by my best friend,
She didn’t look back, she didn’t regret,

While I was dying at home, lonely.

I got depressed, and hurt, and sorry,

The world turned gray to me that day,

I wiped my tears in the corner.

Oh mommy, not so good after all, am I?

I was on drugs, hung out with bad guys,

I got a gun one time while drunk.

I couldn’t pull the trigger; I guess I wasn’t high enough.

So I just cursed my ex-friend in her face,

I sight so pitiful, I guess.

I didn’t study, didn’t sleep,

Just set on facebook all day long,

Complaining ‘bout my right and wrong.

There’s no mercy for me, however

Isn’t everything for better?

 There won’t be a thing worse, ok?

If I survived the pain of past,

If I am still alive right now,

I won’t give up for all the evil.

Won’t be seduced,

I’m strong already.

My heart turned steel from all the pain.

I got through that, all on my own.

I’m not a child,

Changed from the core.

Don’t worry, Mommy,

I’ll just keep laughing,

Nothing can hurt me anymore.

- Firescales