I want to go to sleep. Rest in my
bed, and get a good dream. I want to get lost in a fairytale. I want to see
you. You will smile and walk away. And I will be running after you, while your
image will be fading away. You escaped again.
I wake up.
Who turned the lights on? No. I burry my head in the pillow and fall asleep
again, praying to see you.
I got lucky
again. There you are. Sitting on a bench in a park. You look at me with an
expression I can’t read. How come you never say anything or even change your
expression?
I come
closer, carefully, trying not to scare the dream away. One step, another step
and here I stand, one step away from you. You look at me quietly. I am frozen,
unable to take my eyes away from your face. You are just as beautiful as ever.
I don’t
even know who you are. One time I just saw you passing by on the street, and
met your gaze only for a second. I was stunned by you, and ever since you have
been visiting me at night. Never saying a word.
I love you
if it is possible to love a dream, or almost a dream. And now… it’s the first
time you I am so close to you. I can’t say a word - my lips are paralyzed.
Oh no…you
are fading. I reach out, but it’s too late. You disappeared. I am standing
alone in a dream park, tears running down my cheeks.
And then I
wake up. I lie quietly just staring at the ceiling. Maybe next time, I say to
myself and this thought calms me down. I go back to sleep, but this time
without you.
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